Saturday, March 23, 2013

Interrogating Identity: Emergence and Transformation in Action


“It is imitation…when the child holds the newspaper like his father. It is identification when the child learns to read” (Annie Reich in Bhahba, 2004, p. 87).

Annie Reich’s distinction between imitation and identification seems a perfect place to begin my response to Bhahba’s (2004) treatise about the nature of cultural identity. In “Interrogating Identity”, the second chapter of his book, The Location of Culture, Bhabha introduces many concepts that are central to his theories about identity explicated throughout the twelve chapters of his book. Born in Mumbai, India and the Anne F. Rothenberg Professor of English and American Literature and Language, and Director of he Humanities Center at Harvard University, Bhabha is a notable scholar in the field of post-colonial studies. His writing style is verbose and dense with complex ideas about the conflicting and shifting nature of power and resistance among historically subjugated and marginalized populations since the period of Western colonization. Throughout his work, and particularly in this chapter, he makes allusions to other literary works and scholars, which are at times intimidating to a novice scholar, or reader that may be unfamiliar with the literary elements he incorporates throughout his writing. The ability to successfully read and comprehend The Location of Culture requires not only a vast command of English vocabulary, but also advanced knowledge of English literature, and familiarity with post-colonialism. Key concepts usually associated with Bhabha presented in the chapter, “Interrogating Identity”, include the terms: enunciation, ambivalence, hybridity, mimicry, and liminality. I aim to adequately use these terms to describe myself, and my positionality as a cultural being with many identities, who has spent most of my life negotiating variable liminal spaces within multiple contexts over at least the last fifty years. 
As a woman, a mother, a sister, a daughter, an aunt, an educator, a researcher, a doctoral student, a Catholic, a divorcĂ©e, White, Latina, American, trilingual, and a budding scholar, I realize that I inhabit multiple spaces that have evolved over time, many years before I was born even, and as I once heard the critical theorist and educator, Maxine Greene say about herself in a taped interview, I am an existentialist, because I am still evolving. Throughout the evolution of these various persona, I have come to realize that during each step of the way, I have often sought to imitate someone else as a means of finding myself or in the process of defining personal identity, but that the realization of any of my multiple identities hasn’t really become me, or been fully actualized until I could claim ownership of the roles I have created or aspired to play throughout my lifetime. For this reason, Annie Reich’s analogy speaks loudly to me: “It is imitation…when the child holds the newspaper like his father. It is identification when the child learns to read”. Yet, identity, as culture, according to Bhabha and other scholars is complex.

Identity is culture: an object manifested through action
Identity creation begins with imitation and becomes identification in the same way that objects can be transformed into actions, or nouns into verbs. As a noun it involves labels, and as a verb it involves activity. Therefore, culture as identity can be defined as a verb (Heath & Street, 2008). It is an emergent process, that sometimes appears to be intermittent, possibly even static, when one rests in limbo, or in a neutral state of feeling stuck. Regardless of the pace or the path involved in identity creation, the process is fluid and dialogic (Bakhtin & Holquist, 1981). This relationship between object and action is intrinsic to identification. In other words, many people would say that identity creation is an ongoing process of defining oneself through a set of objects, such as values and ideals that can be both adopted and/or imposed upon a person or group of people. In this way, identity, very much a label, regardless of how well warranted, is often used to categorize people. The labels I used to identify the many roles I have played throughout my lifetime, i.e., mother, daughter, sister, teacher, and student, for example, can be used to classify my identity as objects. However, it is important to note that these self-imposed, personal identity labels, are also created through the attitudes and dispositions I adopt concerning them.
In that sense, identity is an inhabitance, as in Bourdieu’s (1977) notions of habitus and capital. I have a family; therefore, I am a mother. I have a job or students; therefore, I am a teacher.  These concepts are interesting because in one sense they suggest that culture and identity may be thought of as a tangible product or entity, as in the sense of capital goods. By contrast, habitus infers that culture and identity are ways of being tied to one’s environment or lived in space and how one lives in or creates that world.  I view Bourdieu’s notion of habitus as both a noun and a verb. In other words, habitus “as systems of dispositions, are effectively realized only in relation to a determinate structure of positions socially marked by the social properties of their occupants, through which they manifest themselves” (Bourdieu & Johnson, 1993).  Further examination of Bourdieu’s ideas would reveal strong socio-historical ties to the ways in which identities or cultures are created and carried out in society.
For this reason, I prefer to consider identity in terms of activity, and synonymous to culture in the ways that they are both associated with transactions. Although During (2005) seems to disagree with Bourdieu, when he says that culture is not a system, I believe that habitus is very much bound by activities that define it.
Culture is not a thing or even a system: it ‘s a set of transactions, processes, mutations, practices, technologies, institutions, out of which things and events (such as movies, poems or world wrestling bouts) are produced, to be experienced, lived out and given meaning and value to in different ways within the unsystematic network of differences and mutations from which they emerged to start with (During, p. 6).
Indeed, I believe that culture and identity do emerge from what Bhabha refers to as interstitial places created in and by historical transactions that are manifested in the present, and which can be projected into the future. For this reason, identity is fluid and dialectical. Identity is situated in time and place, and informed by the relationships people have with others. My identity, for example, as a United States born citizen, reared as a child in California, Connecticut, Chile and Mexico help to define my cultural identity through some of the significant places where I have lived while growing up. The values of the family and social communities I lived in during those early years influence my attitudes and ways of being today, in part because the people and places I have interacted with are part of a history that I cannot deny, and also because I choose to embrace my heritage. Therefore, to borrow, Bhabha’s notion of hybridity, I am mixture of multiple cultures. The attitudes and stances I carry out in my daily life today, have been shaped, and continue to be shaped by the combined influences I have experienced throughout my life.

Identity as liminal reality
More significantly, my identity from whatever perspective is continually emerging from the in-between spaces that position me in the frays of perpetual transition. Some identity attributes about me are not typically contested. I look like and am in fact, a White woman, for example. My race and gender will not change. However, how I perceive and enact my womanhood can change and has evolved over my lifetime. Some of the social ideologies that I was exposed to as a child led me to believe in and aspire to a patriarchal middle-class White American hegemony. June and Ward Cleaver, of the Leave it to Beaver television show popular in the 1960s when I was a child, taught me that mothers should stay home to rear the family in a perfect harmony, and that fathers make the important decisions related to family. Yet, the reality of that cultural dogma did not fit my experience.
I was born in 1957 to an unwed mother and given a fictitious last name at birth in order to protect my mother and me from social scrutiny.  My mother married twice during my childhood, bore three more children, and provided all of us with the security and love expected of any “normal” family.  Although I was eventually adopted by the man I call my father, my history and the age difference between my siblings and me has kept me in a liminal state of in-betweenness throughout my life. My place in the family has always moved between various states of belonging and not belonging. This is not to suggest that my experience has been a negative one. I have always had that “special” place in the family, affectionately known as the Wa. My brother defined this particular aspect of my family identity best when he was toddler, when he told his teacher that he has a mother, a father, two sisters and a Wawa. Clearly I did not fit the category of sister or mother, therefore, he defined me as an other by calling me Wawa because he couldn’t at the time pronounce my first name properly. This is just one example of several experiences where I haven’t always completely fit in, or have had to negotiate juxtaposing identities between two different worlds. Yet my life’s story doesn’t necessarily contain the kind of anguish and hardship often experienced by people who have lived in the margins of racial or gender discrimination. Although I never realized it until recently, I believe this is the case because I have been shrouded in the protective cover of Whiteness (Wise, 2005). Yes, I am White, but I am also Latina in heart, soul, and biological heritage. Yet, I don’t look “Hispanic” as the government classifies people of Spanish speaking origin, and to some people, I am not really Latina because I have lived most of my life in the United States and have for the most part lived a rather privileged life. 
Therefore, do I really understand what it is to live in marginality? Many would claim not. I certainly haven’t experienced the kind of prejudice people of color have experienced. Perhaps I could conjure up stories of invisibility or discrimination because I am an independent woman, or because I am divorced and Catholic. I think it is important to note that liminality is a temporary space, usually defined by centers of social power and its grand narrative. Yet, at other times it can be defined by the decisions people make about how they lead their lives. Feminist scholar, bell hooks, has demonstrated that one can move in and out of liminal spaces by choice. As a Black female, she rose above the plight and stigma of the racialized poverty she knew as a child growing up in Tennessee, and then chose to return to her birthplace after becoming an accomplished adult. I don’t mean to compare myself, in the least, to bell hooks. We have lived different lives and experienced different realities of cultural identity.

Identity is relative, relational and repetitive
For this reason, cultural scholars would claim that cultural identity is relative and ambivalent, particularly as a construct of hegemonic status quo. Bhabha describes identity as “the representation of a time that is always elsewhere, a repetition” (p. 73). Identity is relative to current value systems and ideologies, but also steeped in the history that preceded it. In that way identities are recursive and become significant only in relationship to what has been, what is and what is to come. Human existence is in a state of perpetual flux and therefore some form of liminal reality. Beech defines liminality (2011) as fluid movement between self-constructed and social-constructed identities, at it is this process that leads to the construction of new identities.
Certainly as a graduate student, I have been redefining both my professional and personal identities over the course of the last several years. When my last child left home to go to college, I was left alone to redefine my role as an empty-nested divorced woman and mother. Then during the course of acquiring new knowledge in graduate school, I discovered new agency as an advocate for education reform in light of the neoliberal education policies that I had for so many years endured as a passive bystander. Although I am at times made to feel a little insecure with each new idea and philosophy I encounter in my studies, I feel both empowered and humbled by the intellectual transition I am experiencing. Yet, being more knowledgeable doesn’t always equate with being more accepted or better placed in society. Suddenly I sometimes feel a bit out of place in both my new and old worlds. Colleagues and friends from my day job as a middle school teacher aren’t interested in my experiences in higher education. I feel as though I represent a threat to them, and that our worlds are slowly growing further and further distant from each other. Although we can relate on the same grounds of the daily routines and grunge of daily teaching activities, I find myself sometimes slipping away from my old world as a classroom teacher and sliding into my new role as a budding scholar.  And yet, I am not yet a scholar. I do not teach in at the university, therefore, I do not have a collegial relationship with other doctoral students who live the daily life as a graduate fellow. Our class discussions are invigorating as we share the same mental space of new learning and frustrating queries. But the fact that is, I am in between professional identities and the struggle to redefine my identity as an academic scholar is part of my own process of enunciation (Bhabha, 2004) which commands me to reshape preconceived notions about education as I negotiate new relationships among circles of friends and colleagues. I equate the enunciation process as a form of separation anxiety between the old and the new, which in Bhabha’s view is a necessary part of the process of recognizing power, domination and consequently eliminating racism.
The enunciative process introduces a split in the performative present of cultural identification; a split between the traditional culturalist demand for a model, a traditional, a community, a stable system of reference, and the necessary negation of the certitude in the articulation of new cultural demands, meanings, strategies in the political present, as a practice of domination, or resistance (p. 49).
Identity as emergence and transformation
As a literacy researcher and educator, I am keenly interested in the relationship between cultural identity literacy pedagogy. As a student of critical theory, I am interested in activist and agentic ways educators can embrace identity theory to create equitable and culturally responsive learning environments for students. At least, within the last twenty years, sociocultural scholars in the fields of literacy and teacher education have widely acknowledged an important relationship between identity and literacy. Numerous studies have documented the important role that agency and voice have in successful reading and writing experiences, all of which involve a process of transformation. Effective literacy and advocacy are emergent processes. Each begins with the simple imitation of those who we observe and possibly even admire. I have grown to appreciate the work and wisdom of critical education scholars I have studied, such as Giroux, Gee, Luke, Street, Bomer and Bomer, Christiansen, Harste, Gutierriez, Enciso, Mosely, and Rogers, among others. As a buddying literacy scholar, perhaps I am a bit like the young toddler who watches and imitates his father holding the newspaper. I have discovered that I am slowly finding my voice and learning how to break the code of scholarship. Precisely because I am an existentialist, my identity as a literacy scholar and advocate for social justice is emerging and transforming across the multiple layers that define the dynamical nature of critical literacy and pedagogy in the 21st century. Whether I become a published writer, and/or continue as a teacher, I am unequivocally poised to helping students and educators find their voices by better understanding the nature of power and cultural identity.




References
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Bhabha, H. K. (1994). The location of culture. London; New York: Routledge.
Bourdieu, P., & Johnson, R. (1993). The field of cultural production, or: The economic world reversed. The field of cultural production: Essays on art and literature (pp. 322). New York: Columbia University Press.
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